Goodbye 2009

2009 was a pretty rough year around the Taylor house. I can’t necessarily say that it was all evil. We did have some amazing moments and as a result of such a tumultuous year we have learned to take note of what’s really important. It’s not the money, bills, or work. It’s the valuable time spent with family, friends, and loved ones. It’s the laughter shared over a couple of drinks or the tickle sessions shared at bedtime.

I contemplated writing a timeline of our year, outlining all the many highs and lows, reliving each event. But in the end I decided I would focus more on the lessons learned.

Even when you haven’t been able to pay rent in 3 months, you’re on the verge of having all utilities disconnected and you’re not sure when you’ll be able to buy milk, it’s important to take a step back. Disconnect from reality. Give yourself a timeout. And think about all the things you have to be grateful for.

I’ve learned to slow time and really look at what’s going on around me. I take mental photographs for my treasured scrapbook that I keep filed away in my mind. I try to capture the little things. Those moments when the kids don’t know you’re watching them and they’re playing together lovingly. Moments where TJ is talking to the kids or hugging on them. Times when Lakyn is giving a concert to her stuffed animals. Rare instances when Holden is caught in a daydream. Those little moments that I always seemed to take for granted before because I was so concerned about when the next paycheck was coming.

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I could go on and on about the financial struggle we endured and the strain it put on my marriage and my family. But at the end of the year, I have so much to be thankful for. We had amazing health. We love each other. We’ve learned to laugh through miserable situations and thank God for our life together. Because at the end of the day, that’s all we have…. each other.

Monday, January 4th, 2010 2 Comments | Filed in Family, Kids

2 Comments

  1. Janae says:
    January 4, 2010 @ 1:41 pm

    You came through so much so beautifully! You have blessed me with your continued joy, even in the face of trial!

  2. Patrice says:
    January 27, 2010 @ 3:09 pm

    I think you and TJ are amazing!! I know you two have had struggles but you made it through to the other side with flying colors! What an awesome year you have ahead of you! I hope you get everything you have wanted! Cuz now you can! I sooo enjoy reading your blogs! You are very human and say what you feel so beautifully!! Love you guys! I am so blessed to have you as a part of my family!!

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